He was everything I ever wanted. Although I was constantly hurt by him, he made me so happy. It’s so cruel, love. How it can build you up but break you down even faster? I loved him with all I had. I gave him every part of me. All I got in return was heartbreak. But in breaking me down it taught me to build myself back up again. Looking back, I don’t know what I was thinking, but that’s the rush of it. All I know is I can’t wait till I love someone the way I loved you again.